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To Mr. Bad Time from Songhe Pavilion
Long I have been annoyed,
For the bad time I was born and have lived.
How incapable I have been,
So that I could only drink and tease the earth and heaven wherein.
Cheerfully I speak of the affairs then and now,
Writing down the articles no matter how.
I drift around in different places,
Hearing only the advice of yours.
Oh God you would not betray me,
Should you have the sympathy.
Soon I would turn,
Into an old man of an age of sixty.
For the rest of my life I would be the person without achievements,
Who has to suffer the agony and the zigzag pains.
Old my body might be,
The living heart still belongs with me.
Sleeping I might be doing,
Dreams are still running.
When the hair turns grey and where are my ambitions,
I look up to the heaven and ask with rages.
In this life I have been no better,
There should be a soul somewhere in the life after?
( A Journal of dream on July 1st, 2015)